EDIT: Apparently it's the pride week in Stockholm. THIS JOURNAL FITS PERFECT INTO IT.

Haaaai~
I went away to Sundsvall yesterday to live in a hotel over the night. (My mum wanted to go somewhere, so she decided that we should go and live in a hotel. Just for one night.) I just came back.

About the titel, It's from a game I just cleared. "Lux-Pain". This might be not be such an odd line to you, but for me it was. Why? Because the main character is a guy. So when I got that question from the net café owner in the game. I lol'd. He had some trouble, apparently another guy had run up to him, said that he looked like a "guy who likes guys" and apparently kissed him too. After that he said that he felt a bit sick. Haha~ Poor guy~
Had a bunch of other of those kind of moments. One time when talking to a guy who can make ringtones and such, he asked if I was intrested in getting a girlfriend. I didn't really like the girls in that game, Mika is annoying and selfish(She a reporter and she would pretty much demand food from her friends.), Yayoi is/was suicidal(She would have commited suicide id you didn't help her, and if you didn't help her, it was game over. Happened 3 times, STOP HIDING DANGIT! I'M TRYING TO SAVE YOUR BUTT HERE! ) and Rui is violent(Apparently she made Akira & Ryo(Two guys in the game.) cry alot when they were small. She's still violent but she mostly pick on Shinji.(How I'm able to remember their names is a miracle...)) Nami was pretty much the only one that was ever fun to talk to, but she just a child and my character ain't a pedofile. So I answered that I wasn't intrested in it, He became all happy, said "Oh, you like guys?" and told me that if I ever needed advice he was the right person to talk to.
I rofl'd.
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I think I accidently made the main character gay.
FFFF-

There is something thats kinda eating my mind, there was this "Love chart" in a special comic store in the game. The owner liked to do love charts so she had one for me. Apparently all the girls think of me as a friend while all the guys(Akira, Ryo & Shinji) had big hoppin' hearts about me. (Specially the hacking nerd Shinji. I wonder HOW he started to like me the most, He was, beside form Yayoi, the character I barely spoke to. He was hard to find. You could pretty much only find him during School time.)
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Freck, I think I accidently made all my male classmates gay.
FFFF-

Though, The chart actually never had a "meaning". It only showed how much they liked me and it never changed something in the game. It just was there. Same thing with some other stuff in the game. The item option, You only ever got three item, and you never really had any use for it. WHY DID IT EXIST? All the items you got was only used one time and that was with you giving it to someone. Thats it, exept for one item. Holy water, Apparently it gave you blue skin if you drank it. I got that from the net café owner. (YUZI is his name btw.) I still wonder WHY I got it, it never served a purpose.

Anyway, besides that, I like the game. Kida freaky in some ways, but good. (You had to deal with murders, suicidal people and other insane stuff. One of the "stand in" teachers on the school got murdered and had his face ripped off. Nice nice. I LIKED HIM. FRGHYD, WHY DID YOU HAVE TO KILL HIM!? ) The whole game pretty much depends on dialogs, so it's not a game for people who wants action ect. The only thing you do is talk, look into peoples freaky minds, fight "Silence"(monsters that take over peoples mind and make them either commit suicide or kill other people.) and erase reality to get to their creepie thoughs. (Yeah, YOU ERASE REALITY. If you do it too much the person who you do it on will go insane or something.(Oh no, they weren't insane before that. Nono.) Never managed to make a person insane though, I got the good ending on my first try. But it actually depended on something else and not making people insane by rubbing on them too much. I kinda made a couple of mistakes that made me have to shut off the power, the most common one was when I was suppost to search for Shinin/Silence and accidently pressed the quit button. I can't go back and search for silence on them again, it had to me erased THERE. So yeah, Lot's of restarts. FFFFF- )

I like the game and I felt kinda down when it ended. After you saw the ending you got the "Gallery" and "Sound" sections in Extra. I got ALMOST all the pictures, exept for two. TWO FRIGGIN' PICTURES. So close, Mweh. ;w; You got to hear all the background music the the sound section and some of the music is pretty good. You even got to check out the voices of the characters.
One thing about that, I think they made a good job on that, the only bad thing was that the voiced said one thing but the text said another. Baaaaaad voice actors/script writers. Baaaaaaad. (Not to mention the spelling errors and the gender confusions. A female cop died, on the "BBS" board(Kind like a forum, FRIGGIN' AWESOME AND FUN TO READ. Loved the smiles there. It were japanese ones, like this one: ( ・∀・ ) I wish I could make them. ;w; ) they said that HE had died, but everyone else said that SHE had died. Computer nerds can't see the difference between male and female. =w= Plus that they had a problem with a male cat named Mint, sometimes he was male. Sometimes he was female. Kinda confusing sometimes. )

Maybe I should stop here, I've been rambling about the game a bit too much. I didn't bore you?
I hope it was at least somewhat fun to read.

//Pc

Ps, Making big lattered words fat kinda made it look better. It looked kinda retarded without it.
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I still looks kinda retarded. Oh well.